Filed under: Friends

I haven’t heard from Erin in a long time. I called her the beginning of the week. I emailed her two days ago. She must be angry with me. This happens quite frequently. She gets mad at me if I don’t keep in touch. Is that screwed up or what? She has a phone too. I don’t see why she can’t call me. Her birthday is coming up. Its the 25th. Originally I had planned on going out with her on her birthday. That is what the email was for. The problem now is that Leilani’s surgery is scheduled for that day (since it was the only time we could get in during Spring Break). If I ever hear from Erin again I believe she will pissed when she learns about it. Its not something I planned. It just happened.

My high school reunion is next year. I’d like to go, but if Erin and I aren’t communicating anymore, there would be no point. She is the only friend I have from that high school. I went separate ways with the couple friends I did make during high school. Most of them don’t live here anymore. How pitiful that I was such a nobody. If my class had done Hoss elections that year, I wouldn’t have been nominated for anything, because nobody knew that I existed. Wish I could go back. Life would be so different for me. I’d be more outgoing, I would smile a lot more, exercise, eat healthier. I’d get involved with the dance squad. I’d have friends. Maybe even a boyfriend. Oh well. The past is the past.

Its looking nice outside. Except it also looks bitterly cold. Nice to have sunshine though.